Frustrated

Why haven’t I written personal posts really for months now?

Okay, I started writing this twice. Here goes. Hopefully, this will help me get unstuck.

In January, I wrote The Container is Completed at ‘ONE’canhappen, fully expecting to see revival/real Christianity to soon happen. I’ve spent much of my life to see this occur.

Everything was in place on my end. And five lectures taught by 3 pastors were scheduled on the subject regarding who goes to heaven.

I presented my material, including Who-Goes-To-Heaven Scriptures — Narrow is the Way | Who are the Children of God?, which no one can still refute, in plenty of time before they spoke, so we could easily come into doctrinal agreement.

I was promised certain things, and totally let down by all. And not only have I been let down, but so have so many. Churches are still dead. The Holy Spirit is almost completely being ignored. And America is dropping like a rock because of the ‘church’ is not salt and light. Yet many of the ‘church’ leaders act like everything is a-okay: “ha, ha, ha….” — while sin is off the charts!

I’m sick of it. They all promised to dialogue and then they won’t. They ignored, mostly refused to even read my material. And it’s all my fault because I’m not patient enough, “not letting the Holy Spirit work in their lives.”

How patient do I have to be? I’ve been almost totally hands off for years! And I emerge with the goods — and am discarded.

I wonder how God feels — Jesus’ Heart-Cry: “Let Us Be ONE”

I could understand if these weren’t ‘Christian’ leaders of whom all clearly know about Paul’s overseer qualifications, which I elaborate on here: Paul’s Elders’ qualifications revisited: What does ‘BLAMELESS’ mean? — Most pastors are biblically disqualified

I think I should again share this: My 1990 Key-to-Revival Prophecy: “There is might and there is power and there is glory, but it is being withheld until these relationships are made right, until we love our brother enough to…” And by the way, I was told by one of the pastors that there can no longer be blood on the pews  (a vision that the man who should be leading this church had regarding the lives who have been slain) because they replaced the pews with stadium seating.

Aug, 9,1990

“Our eyes are full of sawdust. We can’t see clearly to see the kingdom. There is might and there is power and there is glory, but it is being withheld until these relationships are made right, until we love our brother enough to feel his hurt deeply and say kind words of salve that heal their souls.

[___] can do this. This is vital. They are necessary. For he must do this for healing to occur. He is a man of integrity in many ways.

Fear must decrease. Love must increase. He will fight and he will win the battle over the stronghold of fear and unforgiveness, sayeth the Lord.”

Note the date of this prophecy, during which I shared it with one of these three leaders.

In the words of U2:

How long to sing this song
How long to sing this song
How long…how long…how long…
How long…to sing this song

While we twiddle our thumbs, America is going down — and we’re not getting spiritually prepared to be able to easily overcome during what is coming.

ONE needs to happen — Jesus’ prayer for us in John 17.

We’re so vulnerable right now. All it takes is an EMP from the sun or a nuke and we’re done. [2012?] Likelihood of a SOLAR FLARE taking out our entire power grid — NO ELECTRICITY; NO WATER; NO HEAT for MANY MONTHS! ALASKA would be especially vulnerable. “If people in a community JOIN TOGETHER…” is my latest article on the subject, which has links to others, which give the fuller picture.

We have been given so many chances and so many years by God to get our act together and we need to step up now — or our window may close.

There is might and there is power and there is glory, but it is being withheld until these relationships are made right, until we love our brother enough to feel his hurt deeply and say kind words of salve that heal their souls.

God isn’t going to ‘sovereignly’ start the Third Great Awakening like leaders are actually teaching. He will draw near to us when we draw near to Him (James 4). He’s promised to do His part when we do our part (John 17):

Asbury Revival, 1970: “‘Dr. Kinlaw, I am a liar. Now what do I do?’ … Three days later, she came to me radiant, and she said, ‘Dr. Kinlaw, I’m free!’”20 years ago, I gave this very same video (as a VHS) to this same pastor mentioned above who now can hardly even look me in the eye — but he’s still preaching!

The Welsh Revival of 1904-05 by J. Edwin Orr: A Countrywide Asbury-like REVIVAL! The 4 Points: #1 Confess any known sin, and put any wrong done to man right again. #2 Put away any doubtful habit. #3 Obey the Spirit promptly. #4 Confess your faith publicly.

Will some of you help all of us by fully jumping in? Real life is waiting for us, but can’t if we are lukewarm, ready to be spit out of God’s mouth.

Let’s be real. We need to honestly accept our current condition and fully jump in, now that we still have the time and the opportunity. Here are just some of the time comments from my 2001-2 prophecy, Let Us Be ONE:

Do not hold grudges, My people. Get up and repent. The time is short. I will not hold back much longer the tide that is about to come.

* * *

The sin in the body is great. The sin in the body is evident to all who watch from afar. They don’t want to go in and see the yuck. Why should they?

There is plenty, and it will take time to clean up the mess; and many will see that you are My body. I will be glad. You will be one in Me.

The highway is great. Many travel on it: the ‘Way of Happiness,’ but it leads to destruction. They act like nothing is wrong. The sheep stealers rob the sheep, unawares. They teach them vain imaginations and lead them astray, where destruction awaits those who disobey. It is in the Word.

* * *

Give your life to Me, now, while there is still time to prepare. If you wait, others cannot take you into where you belong. A crash course can’t happen at the last minute, enough to get you in, because you are festering with demons.

Your heart won’t change if you let rebellion keep you from Me now. Now is the day of salvation. Why wait?

* * *

I love My people. I love to see you free. Freedom comes at a price. You must be vigilant to obey. It takes time. Start now.

Get off the boat of resentment—always making excuses. Don’t blame others. You obey. You tell them the truth. You walk in love. Then others will follow and be glad they obeyed. For fruit will remain when it’s done right.

There is no other way. No programs will do this. I am the way. In Me there is life. We are one. That is how it should be. Let Me fill you with life; no other. Don’t settle for a substitute that will drive you to drinking. Many have gotten off the boat of love and into a life of hate. “Christians,” I’m talking about. You. Some of you are living in anger and filth in your way of thinking, and it wreaks. I hate it. It gives Me a bad name. They think you are “Christians”, but you are not if you live this way. It is not possible.

* * *

William Seymour, 1909: Next Revival Will Come in About 100 Years — It’s Due!

God’s Remedy for James-3 Cursing & Partysville in Today’s Church is James 4

I’m trying really hard to do my part. I don’t think we can count on the existing ‘church’ leaders to get real Christianity happening. They’re running a disinfo campaign. And some are praying against (James-3 curse) those who are supposed to lead. Something radical has to change so those whom God has truly called to lead should lead.

Will you please help in anyway you can — doing your part?

So I’ve been down in the dumps, kind of frustrated lately…

How long to sing this song
How long to sing this song

It’s so sad because ONE should have happened decades ago, when we could have still saved this country. But great good can still come if we do our parts now.

This is a collective thing. We all need each other — 1 Cor. 12 — one body, many members, uniquely gifted…

We can soar through these end times if…

Now is the time to be ONE!

Please?

Jeff

4 thoughts on “Frustrated

    1. Jeff Fenske

      Thanks, Benny!

      I was recently watching your twin, Travis Pastrana, jumping his motorcycle in the Dew Tour, and I thought of you.

      He and Shawn White are just incredibly fun to watch do their stuff!

      That’s is a real gift!

      Jeff : )

  1. My biggest concern for you is the absolute wad of cobbled-together information from conflicting sources you use–your “prophesies” don’t match or contradict others’ “prophesies”. Frankly, you seem deranged–and not humble–sort of an “I’m hearing from God and you aren’t, so don’t question ME” type of guy. Sort of like a recovering addict whose found his spiritual high ground and is trying (misguidedly) to save everyone. Just saying, you aren’t real humble, or open to correction. You seem like a faker.

    1. Jeff Fenske

      Joshua,

      How am I supposed to respond here? You’re not mentioning anything specific to which I could respond.

      Which prophecies don’t match? And especially, which prophecies don’t fit within what the word of God states in the Bible?

      Do you believe we can and should be led by the Spirit, and that some are actually led by the Spirit to help those who are leading people astray?

      Do you believe what Paul says in 1 Thess. 5?

      12 But we beg you, brothers, to know those who labor among you, and are over you in the Lord, and admonish you, 13 and to respect and honor them in love for their work’s sake. Be at peace among yourselves. 14 We exhort you, brothers, admonish the disorderly, encourage the fainthearted, support the weak, be patient toward all. 15 See that no one returns evil for evil to anyone, but always follow after that which is good, for one another, and for all. 16 Rejoice always. 17 Pray without ceasing. 18 In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus toward you. 19 Don’t quench the Spirit. 20 Don’t despise prophesies. 21 Test all things, and hold firmly that which is good. 22 Abstain from every form of evil.

      23 May the God of peace himself sanctify you completely. May your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. 24 He who calls you is faithful, who will also do it.

      So where are you coming from in this?

      The prophecies I have on this site have stood the test of time, as have many of my Bible studies, like Who-Goes-To-Heaven Scriptures — Narrow is the Way | Who are the Children of God?

      And the church that I’m talking about here have done these things that even caused a church split in the early ’80s. And most of the people who were hurt were not apologized to, even grieving Bob Mumford, by the way.

      Some of what happened was even done publicly. And the decision to travel on, acting like nothing is wrong was done publicly, which is what I’m referring to here:

      Can ‘Christians’ use Paul’s “Forgetting the things which are behind…I press on” statement as an excuse to not get right with those they’ve hurt? Paul also said: “I also practice ALWAYS having a conscience void of offense toward God and men.”

      We now have a dysfunctional family that protects the abuser. And then the others become abusers too. And this has been going on for 30+ years. And I’ve been saying these things for 20+.

      How long to sing this song…

      I’ve been saying what is on my heart for healing to occur. I don’t “get a high” from this at all. I would get high when ONE finally happens though — along with many others. And I’d probably stay high, which is a good thing:

      “Don’t be drunk with wine, but be filled with the Holy Spirit.”

      “There is might and there is power and there is glory….”

      John 17:

      19 For their sakes I sanctify myself, that they themselves also may be sanctified in truth.

      20 Not for these only do I pray, but for those also who believe in me through their word, 21 that they may all be one; even as you, Father, are in me, and I in you, that they also may be one in us; that the world may believe that you sent me.

      22 The glory which you have given me, I have given to them; that they may be one, even as we are one; 23 I in them, and you in me, that they may be perfected into one; that the world may know that you sent me, and loved them, even as you loved me. 24 Father, I desire that they also whom you have given me be with me where I am, that they may see my glory, which you have given me, for you loved me before the foundation of the world.

      We’re supposed to be tangibly living in His manifest presence, His glory, united together.

      But the church is dead, dead, dead… to a large extent because they despise prophecy.

      Also, the vision of the pews covered with blood because of the people who had been slain at this church was an elders’, not mine; though, I had heard Isaiah 59:3 earlier, sharing this with one of the leaders mentioned in this post. He also mentioned this text, and a few of the nearby verses. I’m sure he didn’t quote to verse 10, but this relates to these lines from my “key to revival” prophecy: “Our eyes are full of sawdust. We can’t see clearly to see the kingdom.”

      Isaiah 59

      1 Behold, Yahweh’s hand is not shortened, that it can’t save; neither his ear heavy, that it can’t hear:

      2 but your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hidden his face from you, so that he will not hear.

      3 For your hands are defiled with blood, and your fingers with iniquity; your lips have spoken lies, your tongue mutters wickedness.

      4 None sues in righteousness, and none pleads in truth: they trust in vanity, and speak lies; they conceive mischief, and bring forth iniquity.

      5 They hatch adders’ eggs, and weave the spider’s web: he who eats of their eggs dies; and that which is crushed breaks out into a viper.

      6 Their webs shall not become garments, neither shall they cover themselves with their works: their works are works of iniquity, and the act of violence is in their hands.

      7 Their feet run to evil, and they make haste to shed innocent blood: their thoughts are thoughts of iniquity; desolation and destruction are in their paths.

      8 The way of peace they don’t know; and there is no justice in their goings: they have made them crooked paths; whoever goes therein does not know peace.

      9 Therefore is justice far from us, neither does righteousness overtake us: we look for light, but, behold, darkness; for brightness, but we walk in obscurity.

      10 We grope for the wall like the blind; yes, we grope as those who have no eyes: we stumble at noonday as in the twilight; among those who are lusty we are as dead men.

      But they act like everything is fine: “ha, ha, ha!”

      And the presence of God is no longer felt.

      I’ve prayed long and hard whether to share this publicly. And what I keep hearing is “tell the truth.”

      So I am, carefully.

      And I am confident about what I am saying. There is no doubt in my mind.

      Perhaps you don’t see the cry in my heart — and the cry in God’s heart — because of the tragedy that’s occurred and thousands who aren’t serving God right now because of this — how Anchorage is full of sin, not having a good example — how we’re not ready to go through the coming tough times — how many are already in Hell who would have been in heaven…

      Are you right with everyone you’ve hurt, by the way? Have you gotten rid of the planks in your own eyes so you can see clearly to remove the specks from your neighbors’ eyes?

      Where are you coming from? How clean are you?

      I appreciate constructive criticism. Yours doesn’t seem constructive. Is it? What’s going on in your heart?

      May we be ONE,

      Jeff Fenske

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